3rd December 2012

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Mental fires

{mental fires}

This judgmental world must see
All the twisted things in me
And this enraged state of hate
Has the world sealed it’s fate?

{We will shatter the ties that bind
And fuel the fire in our minds
The one that shows us all the path
To escape our once lost pasts}

To escape this torment soon
We run for miles under the moon
To a place where no one lives
And All my love for you I’ll give

When I’ve lost myself, in your eyes
I’ll understand that these grey skies
Have met their untimely end
An angel to me?, did He send?

{We will shatter the ties that bind
And fuel the fire in our minds
The one that shows us all the path
To escape our once lost pasts}

To escape this torment soon
We run for miles under a moon
To a place where no one lives
And All my love for you I’ll give

17th August 2012

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Something i wrote one day and just found…..

As the blade peirces the skin

I can feel the pain of my sin
The darkness settles in
And my after life begins!
The way we used to be
So happy you and me
Now I say ”may death befall thee”
And finally set me free
Happiness is so far
Darkness has set a high bar
And you left me scarred
As a child in the seat of a car
Locked in for saftey
Hope gone as a bird set free
For I fear the depths of me
Are darker than the darkest eternity
No where to run
This darkness is becoming fun
Future happiness I shun
My feelings are becoming numb
I’m stiff in state of mind
A smile is hard to find
My thoughts are blind
The autograph of darkness has been signed
Before my eyes close
I see something just under my nose
As clear as music from bose
I grab my clothes
A shinning ray
Clear as a mid summer day
The one to bring hope, I pray
And then I hear a voice say
Nice to meet you
I ask you are who?
she replies I am the jewl
To what, this information is new??
She says to your happiness
I laugh and say its only dark
She says to your happiness
I laugh and say its only darkness
When she smiles I feel weightless
What is this new shameless
Feeling I enjoy
I say oh boy!
I feel so much joy
A girl?! Talking to this boy??
I become enlighted to see
The way its supposed to be
Oh how wonderous is she
To show this to me
Then a turn for the worse
I return to my curse
As she grabbed her purse
And I was too sick to get a nurse
I decide to embrace
All the rushing hate
I fear this is fate
And i get a taste
Of what is inside
All of us and I find
That my head is intertwined
With what has taken my mind
I take the knife and stab away
Like a adolesent at play
Showing them all the way
And for darkness they should pray
And as the blade pierces her skin
I feel the joys of my sin
The darkness settles in
My true life now begins.

13th August 2012

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^.^

When we are young we all find our dreams and our passions. As we grow older and we watch others around us act in different ways we sell away our dreams and passions just to fit in. Life and love is about finding that someone who helps you remember those dreams and supports you until you reach them.

25th July 2012

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24th July 2012

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  • People at my school: ew what are you listening to is that even music
  • People at my school: why are they screaming so much are you like satanic
  • People at my school: are you like emo or something why do you like that
  • People at my school: why are the lyrics so depressing are they emo too
  • People at my school: why do they dress like that ew
  • People at my school: ew
  • People at my school: like omg drake and lil wayne omg YOLO YOLO YOLO
  • Me: i wonder if i can kill all of you with this pencil..

24th July 2012

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24th July 2012

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24th July 2012

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Uhm? words????

As the walls close in around my heart I catch a glimpse of your stare. When my pupils fixate on yours I am overwhelmed with a feeling i have never felt before. Those walls are instantly shattered and torn away, my heart beats stronger than ever and it races at speeds unimaginable. I am taken over by this unusual warmth that is given off in your inviting eyes, I can not remember a time when I felt as I do when this happens. You give me a fire that i have not felt in my life, and I am filled with the energy that races through me every time I see your smile. I see things in my eyelids that have never been dreamed of before, when my eyes close for the slightest tenths of a second to blink flashes of your face are all I see. You have taken over my subconscious and dictate my every action in the everyday life.

Tagged: wtf

13th July 2012

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Its hard to cut you out of my life in the sense that I have to. With my recent discoveries of how much I changed I miss being the way I was, I miss the way tings were. I wish the old you was around and I wish the old me was around. And on another note I wish that the one I’ve vested so much time into wasn’t the way she is. As happy as it makes me to see them happy it kills me in a sense. oh well, life goes on, the earth keeps spinning, and the sun will come out tomorrow

Tagged: friends thoughts decompression depression rebuild

11th July 2012

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Life

And as my life drags on into another day of sun and fun there is a small part of me that is missing. As happy as I am most of the time things of recent have just left me with a bittersweet feeling. For those of you who know this feeling I understand and for those of you who don’t I’m sorry. I say this because even though this feeling i have is a sad one i am happier, my life is clearer, and my perspective has changed. I love you all.

Tagged: depression friends life